A question was brought up concerning my last post. Before I continue my conversation about
purity and why it is so important for young people, I need to address the
question. If it was asked by one, it may
very well have been thought by many. The
question posed was, “The assumption would be that you and Woody are incapable
of having a truly intimate relationship because of the poor choices you (and/or
he) made when you were younger. As if
you are somehow destined to live in an inferior relationship for the rest of
your life because of those choices you/he made when you were far too young to
understand the consequences. I think
sometimes a deeper intimacy can be formed because of the trials a person has
been through….Is that the best way to get intimacy? Maybe not, but isn’t it a more realistic
picture of intimacy in today’s world?”
I will first address whether Woody and I were doomed to an
inferior relationship. In reality? Yes, we were.
Our marriage was on a collision course.
We struggled to have even physical intimacy, let alone spiritual or
emotional. Our pasts threatened to
devastate anything positive that might have come from our union. We had a considerable obstacle standing in
the way blocking the road which led to intimacy. I had entered into our marriage with a duffel
bag full of sexual sin slung over my shoulder.
“I hope you don’t mind if I bring a few extra guests into our
marriage. They won’t bother us too
much. I’ll only have to wrestle down
those memories occasionally. Oh, I see
you have a bag, too.” There we were,
trying to bury two sizable duffels full of memories which threatened to come
between us at any moment. Many of us do
the same thing. We arrive at the altar
with a suitcase either openly displayed or hidden under the bridal gown, and
then we lug it into our relationships trying to keep it from popping open. And we wonder why we struggle with
intimacy? We are incapable of standing
before each other exposed and unashamed.
Before Woody and I could stand before each other completely
naked in every sense of the word without shame, we had to face our guilt and
let God remove our sins. This was a
long, painful process. Yes, we were
doomed, as all sinners are, but God covered our shame with His righteousness
and restored our marriage. He rescued
our relationship as only He could do. We
stand before Him and before each other as new creatures. Our union has been strengthened by a bond
secured by our Savior.
Our way was not the best way to acquire intimacy, and many
who have traveled the same road never end up reaching the same
destination. Many cannot move past the
road blocks, not by God’s will, but by their own. God can and will remove anyone’s shame;
however, He cannot make a move until you allow Him to do so.
Is this a more realistic picture of intimacy in today’s
world? I do not believe so, nor do I
believe it has to be. A realistic
picture of intimacy in today’s world defines intimacy as sex, when in reality
intimacy has nothing to do with sex. Even
sex defined by our culture is not an intimate act as designed by God. We have taken what should be the most loving,
intimate act and turned it into a form of entertainment. How did we get to the point where we can use “casual”
and “sex” in the same sentence, let alone use casual as an adjective to
describe sex? If you look in a
thesaurus, one of the antonyms listed for the word “casual” is “designed.” Casual sex is the exact opposite of what God
designed!
I addressed young people yesterday because I know there is a
better way to achieve intimacy. It is a
whole lot easier to enter into union whole than it is to repair years of brokenness. You have the opportunity to enter into a
covenant relationship full of promise rather than one fragmented by the past. Isn’t that the best way to attain intimacy?
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